this.Day i am thankful

i'm really so thankful for all those who came out to support the UCD VSA culture show. Seriously it means so much to me. To have more than just people to perform in front of, but friends, family, and peers. These are the the flowers the epic folk gave me. mm, lily, snap dragons, irises, snapdragons...haha among others(yea flower power). Like more than their support it was just really exciting to get flowers (or something) from someone other than family. i've never had anyone go to anything for me (family excluded). i did debate for 4 years and spectators were only other debaters trying to scout you. For track only my Spanish teacher cheered me on, cuz her daughter was actually a long distance runner, so she was one of mebbe 5 in the crowd. etc etc. It just i dunno, it felt so amazing to see good friends in the audience. Just makes me smile. Never had that feeling before. i'm so used to seeing the audience as a faceless mass. just people, nothing more. last year my life was backstage, mainly cuz there was no one in the audience to wave at, hug, or say hi to (my parents didn't even make it up). Just another show. But it felt so different, being proud to show everyone what your culture is, what your org can do, and really to share a piece of the vision that vsa aims for. well i think i'm becoming kinda verbose so i'll close. Thank you, thank you, thank you. when the applause comes from friends, family in peers, the feeling so much grander. Words cannot describe to have someone in the seats, looking down at you, and waiting outside those double doors. thank you so very much

mm well this thursday in chem 194 i want to see

let go! yea i know its during epic...boo

i think imma get those shoes today