to face the odds, to face fear and throw it aside
i really admire those who can do that
i feel sometimes i act fearless, but inside i'm just as scared
wether is asking out a girl, being vulnerable with the guys or going off to the peace corps
i'm still the guy i was 4 years ago
only difference i feel is God
knowing he's there and really trusting him allows me to takes those chances
but still i doubt...and i hate how i still doubt
i know it works out if i only trust Him
but i refuse to buy into it...
i keep making Him and his deeds the exception
not the rule in my life
everyone's been asking m what am i going to do....i really don't know
i'm looking wherever i can...and i'm scared...i feel so inadequate
and 2 years in the peace corps..that feels like forever
i know with God i will be safe....but i'm missing the safety that was college
mm, sometimes i'm so tired of the struggle, but i know it makes me stronger
may i stand up...with Him by my side....i can be great
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