NO Lego Lovin

ok this is not a hate on legos
honestly i love legos
a lot
and i still do
though i hear legoland is quite the letdown

lego lovin has almost nothing to with actual legos
almost
its really about love, and the authenticity of it
or rather lack there of
its made of legos because its not real real
like a lego space ship
it looks like a space ship,
but i have my doubts on its chances of making it to space
or surviving the drop out my window

no lego lovin means
to give the real deal
to give love is that one has to experience it
its hard to show the love of Christ when you don't have it yourself
but even in a absic sense, its like hard to encourage
when you've enver had that.

honestly i think i do this a lot
trying to to be a friend that i never had
giving things i have never received
not that its not nice, but its not authentic
i enver know how its gonna go
jsut try...but in the end
it is kinda of fake
like watching blackhawk down
and being able to feel for a soldier
its a step
its an effort
but it falls greatly short

um i don't know how to end this on a lighter note
but ultamately
we are all a little bit fake
since we can't grasp the totalness of God's love
the only way to be less fake is to be closer to him